faith

a couple of years ago, out of options, i learned to have faith

not bible thumping judgemental faith

faith

faith that there is a divine and supreme being

faith that we are just where we are suppose to be

faith that it will all be ok

faith

i learned to let go and let God

i learned to have faith

it has been a wonderful journey

it will continue to be a wonderful journey

this weekend for the first time

when it seemed

so unfair

i became

angry

sad

frustrated

confused

and i misplaced

faith

i doubted

faith

for just a bit i lost

faith

today i feel

numb

still confused

but my faith

i have faith it will return

someday i will look back

we will look back

and we will understand

just why

it all is and was

i have faith