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ugh........i feel like i could just........... ugh....there is no word for it

i can not express enough how much i love my babies, i watch them while they sleep and think how lucky i am to have them.......i truly have some of the most thoughtful, loving, sweet kids and they mean the world to me and i thank God everyday for them...............BUT..............i am so over the whole summer vacation thing.

I NEED MY SPACE

I NEED TO BE ABLE TO PEE WITHOUT AN ANGRY KNOCK AT THE DOOR FOLLOWED BY 'HE _____________ TO ME' OR HEY GUESS WHAT THE CAT JUST DID OR WHAT IS FOR DINNER...............

THE BATHROOM IS NOT AN ESCAPE HATCH......IF I WERE GOING TO LEAVE IT WOULD BE OUT THE FRONT DOOR WITH SUITCASE IN HAND.........PUHLEASE LET ME JUST PEE OR SHOWER IN PEACE.

I HATE THE SOUND OF A JUICE POUCH BEING
SLURPED.........EVEN WITHOUT MY HEARING AIDS IN THE NOISE IS AT BEST UNBEARABLE

I NEED A DAY OF NOT ANSWERING THE QUESTION ' BUT WHEN ARE WE GOING' , ' ARE WE GOING NOW' , 'MOM WHY HAVE YOU BEEN IN THE SHOWER SO LONG' , ' I AM BORED', 'THERE IS NOTHING GOOD TO EAT, WHY CAN'T WE ORDER PIZZA AGAIN' ' BUT _________'S MOM LETS THEM DO IT'

I NEED TO BE ABLE TO WALK FROM POINT A TO POINT B WITHOUT ANSWERING 5 GAZILLION QUESTIONS

I AM TIRED OF BEING HUFFED AT WHEN I ASK, AND THEN ASK AGAIN, FOR CHORES TO BE DONE

TAKE THE EAR BUDS OUT OF YOUR EARS AND TURN OFF THE IPOD WHEN I AM TALKING TO YOU OR YOU ARE TALKING TO ME

REMEMBER I AM HEARING IMPAIRED AND IF I DON'T ANSWER YOU IT MEANS I DID NOT HEAR YOU

I NEED TO MAKE ART SO BAD

I NEED TO QUIT FEELING GUILTY FOR WANTING THEM TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL

AND.........PBTTTTTTT TO THE NEIGHBOR WHO JUST WISHES THERE WERE 48 HOURS IN A DAY SO SHE COULD HAVE EVEN MORE TIME WITH HER KIDS......WHO ARE BRATTY LITTLE MONSTERS......LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE...........



Ok, so today I am a little stressed. Whoooooosaaaaaaaa . Oh I need to meditate. Find my center again. I need to talk to my hubby, without interuption.......maybe just snuggle for a few minutes. ALONE.

ok.......i feel so much better letting that out. now, off to get ready to do a little running today.......and to hug and kiss my kids, and thank God for them one more time today.


whoooooooooosaaaaaaaaaa.

much better.