faith

a couple of years ago, out of options, i learned to have faith

not bible thumping judgemental faith

faith

faith that there is a divine and supreme being

faith that we are just where we are suppose to be

faith that it will all be ok

faith

i learned to let go and let God

i learned to have faith

it has been a wonderful journey

it will continue to be a wonderful journey

this weekend for the first time

when it seemed

so unfair

i became

angry

sad

frustrated

confused

and i misplaced

faith

i doubted

faith

for just a bit i lost

faith

today i feel

numb

still confused

but my faith

i have faith it will return

someday i will look back

we will look back

and we will understand

just why

it all is and was

i have faith

we stopped at a gas station on the parking lot here
to purchase illinois lottery tickets
i told bill this time to ask for the jackpot winning tickets

we then headed back to saint louis.
we decided to take a drive by the riverfront, only to find parts of it closed off
due to flooding.
we drove with out any particular agenda throughout the city,
taking in the architecture. what a lost art.
laclede's landing is a favorite place to visit.
the brick roads not so good on a full bladder though!